Things Left
Unsent

“I love my platoon soldiers like mad My lovely Fumi and Yakubu manage are the best

“I don’t expect anything from this letter, and maybe you’ll never even know who wrote it. I just needed to let these feelings exist somewhere outside my heart for once. There’s something about the way you carry yourself that I really admire. Your ways, your energy, the little things you probably don’t even notice they stayed with me. Being around you has quietly become one of my favorite parts of class. I know you already have someone, and I respect that completely. This isn’t meant to cause problems or change anything. I just didn’t want to keep pretending I don’t feel what I f

“I always thought everyone hated me. I was always the second option with friends "the fat friend" and would constantly get bullied whenever someone would say something about my body I would go into a dark place for about a week cutting myself and not eating. Once that week stopped I went back to how I usually was but someone always had to ruin it. I thought of killing myself every single night and thinking of ways how to but I kept thinking of all the people that would miss me if I did and I would just cry myself to sleep. I always hide my emotions with being always happy but I can't anymore

“𝙸𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚘𝚝𝚝𝚘𝚖 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝🤍🥰

“I really love your eyes, the way you smile.

“Hey i really hoped this time we were meant to last but you were like all the other men in my life and what hurts more is that i was totally vunerable i told you things i would never tell anyone else i really loved you tho you always felt like you weren't my level but i didn't give a fuck honestly i thought we were going to last i had already thought of a future with you you really broke my heart no matter how hard i want to deny it i really loved you but i guess my love wasn't enough for you i always knew you wanted that goodtime i wasn't ready to offer you you broke meee into pieces

“Do your best buddy we are on your side. I am too happy to have a strong , loving and happy soul like you

“Have a good night rest and sweet dreams 🛌 I wish I could be there to hold you and whisper good night in your ear but Until then just know you’re loved more than you know❤️ I know I’m a busy guy but I also know I care about you, even though I’ve not gotten the opportunity to tell you how much you mean to my heart ❤️ You’re the Queen 👸 I’m always hustling to make happy cause I always feel the wind of joy anytime I’m thinking about you, Stay safe and always be happy for me…………….M….u..m…m……..y 💕

“I love you soo much and you are the best sister I have mere ko apki bahut yaad a rahi hai aap 💖 💕 ♥️ I am grateful to have you 💖 ❤️ ♥️

“i hate you but i love you i miss you but i don’t want to see you i don’t know anything anymore ily

“I don’t know what u want from me. u say u love me, that you’re trying your best to be a good parent, but maybe, it’s like u say to me “you’re obviously not trying hard enough. because, it clearly doesn’t show.” I can’t tell if you scold and blame me because of ur own emotions, trauma or what, but this is how generational trauma starts. This is how the cycle continues. I really don’t know what to do. I feel like there really is no point in living now. u force everything on me, i fail an exam, u scold me like u were the best student ever. u werent. Im sorry but i hope u die. if

“i hope u get well soon.. i love you so so much you don't know how much i miss you. i cant believe you have to miss limelight, and i also cant believe you're not going to be in school for 2 weeks.. how am i supposed to live my school life without visiting you at your class or seeing you in the hallways. i miss you even though i saw you just yesterday. stay strong, god bless, and im praying for you..