Things Left
Unsent

“I don’t know what u want from me. u say u love me, that you’re trying your best to be a good parent, but maybe, it’s like u say to me “you’re obviously not trying hard enough. because, it clearly doesn’t show.” I can’t tell if you scold and blame me because of ur own emotions, trauma or what, but this is how generational trauma starts. This is how the cycle continues. I really don’t know what to do. I feel like there really is no point in living now. u force everything on me, i fail an exam, u scold me like u were the best student ever. u werent. Im sorry but i hope u die. if

“I’m so glad we started talking then you asked me out and I said yes but theres this girl that likes you and I don’t think you know she’s my worst enemy you know she likes you but your loyal I know that exept that girl is so mean to me. She’s a bully so I don’t think this is okay but she tipped out our drinks i had PAID for and it was not okay so she was trying to take pictures of us..

“Dad, you always fight with Mom, you dont love her, you don't listen to her, you don't understand her, you disagree with her all the time. You love our cousins more than us, you say that standing up for yourself is wrong, and you say that whatever we do is wrong. I WILL STAND UP FOR MYSELF, FOR MY MOM! Nothing you say will make the hatred go away. My brothers yell at me, always saying I'm doing something wrong. NONE OF U UDERSTAND ME I sometimes overthink, I'm emotional, I have my own voice. My friends, they dont understand me. I agree to things that dont represent me. Like pls change yours

“Why the hell did you do it? Why did you say those things about my dad, about me, about my friends? Did you think you could get away with stealing my mom? Why did you take her in the first place? Was it just so you could have fun in bed? I hate you more than you could ever imagine. I don't know if I'll ever be able to forgive you. Did you make up all those stories you told her? Did you really get as f****ed up as you made her think? I'm not as stupid or silly as you may think. I would've found out eventually. It's been 5 years since you came. God has a special corner in Hell

“I hate you. why couldn't you have just loved mom.. we could have had a better future. you didn't have to hit me nor her. yet you did.. and yet she still forgave you. I hate you yet at the same time I cant even fully hate you because I know how fucked up your past also was. but now its too late to fix your mistakes, now mom left you, you got your dream job yet I can tell your absolutely miserable. I hate how I sometimes feel bad knowing you now eat alone at the old house that we left. I hate how I still sometimes wish I could go back and tell you to change for the better. I just hate you.

“I HATE YOU SO MUCH. LIKE I HATE YOU SINCE 2024

“TELL ME WHY I HAVE TO EAT STRAWBERRYS AT GUIDES( I'M ALLERGIC) AND THE LEADERS DAUGHTER DOESN'T HAVE TO BC SHE DOESN'T WANT TOO??!!! ( yes ik annoyed I was in hospital nv my throat closed up and guides thought i was being dramatic)

“I will never forgive u for biting my nose😩

“This shitty girl stole my bf from me and seduced him for no fucking reason fuck u and u ruined our friendship

“Fuck you, you ghosted me then started dating my best friend a month after. Couldn't even say a single world to me after years or being friends. Go to hell

“i hate you. you made my life a living hell

“I honestly hate you so so so much and you always make me feel like trash. You have made me attempt to take my life several times and I wish I could tell you that. I dont know how long i'llne here for, but I hope somehow you see this and know exactly who its from.