Things Left
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“Hi, why are you hurting me so badly like this? Don’t you feel any pity for me? I don’t love you I liked you, and I got emotionally attached. That’s what is making me feel like I’m in hell. Because of you, I’ve been through a lot, and I can’t forget any of it. At first, I loved you deeply, but now I hate you… I hate you to the core.

“I love you but do this to me anymore U have been hurting for my entire life I love U and I know you love me But please buy please don't do this anymore to me.

“i know, but i don't know,.. is manon coming back?, is danielle coming back?, is garam coming back?, is heesung coming back? is rami coming back? is mark coming back?, and i don't think prelude gonna make good, idk, but i feel prelude is not coming together, the girls is not even a close bestie..

“hey. if you ever see this, i love you. loved you since kindergarden, if you remember. when we "hated" each other—well, you did. when you brought the ben-10 watch and someone stole it, and you started crying. that was kind of pathetic, wasn't it. loved you since 1st&2nd grade, when our teacher shouted at you for anything and everything. when that ben-10 notebook was ripped into pieces by our teacher. yeah, fuck her. loved you when you left the school. when you came back. when you had a crush on that random girl. ow. that one stung. i fucking loved you. and i still will. whatever happens. a

“What hurts me most is not sleeping by your side and waking to feed you It hurts but life goes on

“I'm sorry for everything I've put you through and I hope you find it in you one day to forgive me, you were nothing but good to me but I messed everything up. I still have feelings for you...

“"Dear heeseung, i know you dont know me... but that day destroyed my life... Every night the past month i have barely gotten more than 6 hours of sleep... ive relapsed and thiught about ending it... im not going too though... im gonna protest and help getting you back, and remember: We. All. Love. You"

“I always loved you. You never knew, never noticed me, always used me for your own good. Yet still I loved you, even when you loved someone else, even when I watched you get married, I loved you still but you never realised.

“I wish I could say to you how much I love you but I can’t and it hurts. I know you’d never get this which is exactly why I’m pouring it here.

“why would you do that? I did so much for you and you cheat? even though i was your toy and had seggs with you multiple times you still cheat...

“Em so hi Vasudev if your reading this then I want you to know and I wanna know if u like me back… pls do tell me

“I don’t understand why i feel this way, but i really don’t enjoy being with you guys anymore. I think it’s just because i get bullied for hanging out with the weird kids. I’m sorry.