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“I’m really confused I think I like two guys my best friend and my sisters mates brother both sound messed up but I want to have comfort of my best friend and also the adventures that come with sisters best mate s brother help me please

“Its okay that your bi. it doesn’t change your worth. God still loves you and has a perfect plan.

“Love is so annoying! I have these little crushes but I keep getting over them!! :'( It's so hard to love even though I've experienced it over and over! Someone please teach me how to love!!!!

“You’re so bipolar. Half the time I see you you ignore me and the other half you’re talking to me like how it was before. It’s been nearly a year can’t you just be normal? I don’t even care about your promises anymore nor do I believe them. I just want both of us to move on.

“I'm not sure what to say.. I feel empty all the time. And so many things are wrong with me. I think I love Silver to an illegal level as well, unfortunately he's fictional. He's also the reason I'm still alive and didn't die, though I did try stabbing my arm multiple times with a safety pin, it healed unfortunately. But we don't talk about that, and my mom and sister knows I'm suicidal now... and now that's gonna live on. I'll never stop though, why should I. I can't keep in touch with my friends,. My head.. do not get me started in what's going on there,.. so many intrusive & horny

“You always left me hanging. Every single fucking day. You left me, and it started in grade 4 cause of Ryan, and sometimes I hate him for it. And he did nothing. It was all you and me, that's our problem, you're too toxic, and I'm too sensitive. So I hated you and hated you for leaving me without a word or thing. Not even a letter or a warning, you just left. Like Alley Rose. Except your not a lover to me, you're just a friend who was almost family, but family doesn't leave you the way you left me. I know your family left you. I asked about yours, and you never asked about mine. So goodbye

“Hi, ik that you likes my friends but and i already told you that i already stop liking you. But i cant lie to myself. I cant stop liking you. Onde day, i pray to Allah that if youre really for me, ill hard to forget abt you and if youre not for me i will easily forgot abt you. But, idk why day by day i cant stop liking you but it makes me like you more than bfr. Idk if this is the answer from the dua'..... But ill never stop dua', if youre not for me, insya-Allah ill accept the faith....

“I sometimes just have the wish to disappear. To live in a new world, to get to know new people, new things. To start new. It's not that I don't like my life, my friends or my family. I love them. But still, I feel a bit empty. Idk

“I love you too, but at that moment, all I could offer was friendship. I know I could've handled it better instead of just ignoring you, and I regret that. I can't change what I did now, but I wish I had done things differently. I really miss you. Deep down, I know you don't hate me, and I know you understood what I meant that day, but it still feels like I've lost you somehow. I'm sorry, love.

“I tried to be friends with u but literally u hated me from the beginning idk what i did we coulve been besties and been popular tgthr but now were practically mutual enemies. now for the hate OBV ur single and u only had 1 ex i did too and btw he was a rly weird guy he still is i wish u and i nvr dated that guy 🤢 coulda went thru the same experience after and been a team but NEVERMIND.

“I can't tell if i'm doing alright or horribly. I still didn't start school even tho it started last year. My mom and sister knows I commit suicide now. They want me to stop, but I can't help it... It doesn't feel done. I lost my most supportive friend online... I can't see my irl friends because I didn't go to school. I can't keep in touch with them. I am overly sexually in love with a person who isn't real. But I am kind of fine, just feeling more stupid.

“I dont know how you got this far but, you did. Be proud if yourself and let no one take away your sparkle. Just renember wherever you go there will be people who love and adore you :)