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“I always thought everyone hated me. I was always the second option with friends "the fat friend" and would constantly get bullied whenever someone would say something about my body I would go into a dark place for about a week cutting myself and not eating. Once that week stopped I went back to how I usually was but someone always had to ruin it. I thought of killing myself every single night and thinking of ways how to but I kept thinking of all the people that would miss me if I did and I would just cry myself to sleep. I always hide my emotions with being always happy but I can't anymore

“I'm lonely. I have only my online friends to rely on and they all have ppl they like better than me. Idk if I'll ever meet them but I alrdy know I wasn't one of Xanders favs and I'm forgotten to Astrid. adriana had May and Kayla. I just met Vishal, Lyra, Jocelyn, Nina rose. and Gwen quit bcuz her to best friends committed suicide. the only person is Mishal and tulia but when they meet each other they will forget me asw. lyra/cassie is amazing and I love her but she likes Libby better and doesn't trust me with her real name either. I have no one. help.

“I'm so so so so so so fucking sorry you hate yourself, i'm sorry you hate your weight, i'm so sorry you hate your stomach, i'm sorry you hate your face fat, i'm so sorry you hate your face fat, i'm so sorry you think you're pathetic, i'm sorry you hate your skill level at some things, i'm sorry you think your dreams are stupid and unachieveable, i'm so so so so so so sorry you hurt yourself because of all this. You WILL be an author, you do have the potential in the future to become an iconic actor, and you CAN write a musical as iconic as Hamilton someday

“Ik U seem over whelmed and upset at the moment but trust me it doesn't get easier I would spend as much time with her as U can before it goes wrong and I the future near Christmas U will have good news but I promise U in the future U don't stay with him but U get with someone else U need to stay with them don't wind them up and take him to the wildlife garden and tell him how U feel and make sure U tell Ur parents i know all if this sounds crazy but it will make sense but it will all get harder

“i rly like you and now you just break up w me for 2 girls like WTF???

“The morning after you will kill yourself, Your mum will knock on your door then knock again because it's time for school she will get impatient and come in she will cry on the floor crawling to your corpse the pile of blood dripping down the edge of your bed it feels neverending. You ex will get a call he will punch the wall making a hole in it and will apologise to it because it didn't deserve that but neither did you he will cry but pretend he's fine his mum will cry because she cared for you. Your best friend will throw there phone cry and apologize over and over again and curse his na

“Hi self, I’m feeling sad right now because I feel like I’ve disappointed you in some way. I know you’re capable of doing the things you love—the things that truly make you happy—but I’m not proud of who I am today. There are times when you question your existence and your dreams, wondering if they are really meant for you.

“You have always been a wonderful human. You deserve the good things of life. All will be well with you. Keep grinding. God will answers all your prayers. By the way, that addiction to sex and masturbation, it will soon pass. You will rise again and you will meet that man that loves you more than anything in the world.

“Disappointed

“Love urself always