Things Left
Unsent

“let’s be fr mum and dad treat u sb i wish cld be free stupid gemma

“TREAT YOURSELF WITH MORE KINDNESS AND LOVE.

“Dear me, I know it is a hard time and that I feel like I don't belong in my table tennis team. I really can't stand it that I cannot tell anyone. I hope things get better in the future. ❤️🏓

“Ok, 1: Why do you make such horrible decisions and 2: Why do you react so weird like i just want to be normal and likable and your making me the opposite WHYWHYWHY and i just want to die and you wont let me. Why do you throw such bizarre thoughts at me im scared.

“hey. it's me. shit's getting bad again. i feel useless. i feel like my feelings don't matter. i don't know what to do, can't keep cutting myself all of the time. it's not okay. nothing is okay. i got sexually abused today. can't help but think i deserved it. how do i do this? how do i survive the struggles that life brings upon me? can't help but think about suicide. nobody would miss me. nobody cares about me. i don't matter. my feelings are invalid, anyways. invalid. i hate myself. i wish i could fucking die.

“I hate myself, I really do. I hope I'm my biggest hater. I hope it's enough hate to cover up for all the things people might hate me for. For I suck. Absolutely. And I know it.