Things Left
Unsent

“You don't understand why I don't do the things you want. You don't understand that forcing me to be the only one to wash the dishes or do pool maintenance or pick up dog poop makes me not want to do the things you ask. I am so sick of getting in trouble for wanting a break. Why don't you ever make any of the others do that stuff. I hate you both. And I always will.

“Low key I hate my dad so much, he literally threatened me to put me up for adoption

“I'M TRYING, I REALLY AM, I DON'T WANT MORE MATH TUTORS - I JUST WANT TO BE MYSELF AND BECOME A KPOP IDOL - WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THAT - WHY CAN'T YOU ACCEPT MY DREAMS - WHY DO YOU HAVE SUCH HIGH FUCKING EXPECTATIONS - I HATE THIS - I HATE YOU, AND ARYA - I just wish you would understand

“I don’t know what u want from me. u say u love me, that you’re trying your best to be a good parent, but maybe, it’s like u say to me “you’re obviously not trying hard enough. because, it clearly doesn’t show.” I can’t tell if you scold and blame me because of ur own emotions, trauma or what, but this is how generational trauma starts. This is how the cycle continues. I really don’t know what to do. I feel like there really is no point in living now. u force everything on me, i fail an exam, u scold me like u were the best student ever. u werent. Im sorry but i hope u die. if

“I will never forgive u for biting my nose😩

“I hate you. I just hate you and I bet you wish I was never born and I wish I had a different mother. Awful regards, Your terrible daughter, in y9ur eyes anyway.