Things Left
Unsent

“i fucking hate how u blocked me. u got lied to. we were so close to being together but someone just had to ruin it. i have changed athstetics and i hate u btw.

“I want to kill myself and I don't know what to do I act like I'm fine but honestly I'm not help me please cause I trust you more than anyone I know

“my crush ruined my project

“I really hate life. Should I just end it already or not, everything hurts, I hate it here, I was never loved like anyone else in my life….i hope you all have a nice life without me.

“You really tried to become my friend again? Sorry no, we aren’t friends. You rlly made me hate myself.

“I can't move on anymore, I just can't. I hate my parents, I hate humans. I don't want to die by strangling myself anymore, I WANT TO CUT MY SKIN AND MAKE IT BLEED. I wish I wasn't human, I really do. You're so lucky, you're young... people go easy on you. Yes your very first "friend" betrayed you in first grade, but you're not going through what I am...

“I'm sorry. I shouldn't be. But me and your girlfriend made up. She misses you, and to be fair, so do I. We used to be close friends, and the fact that we left off angry makes me so upset. I don't know if you'll ever be back, but if you are, I'll be happy, even if you still don't like me.

“I feel an overwhelming sense of pain. Because i know you cannot actually find me, i will disclose why. I was S/A´d by family. I put my trust in a friend and they did the same thing. i told someone and they spread it. i gave up my public persona for a person who used me. I was groomed by my old step-father. my mom has depression so i dont want to tell her. my step-mom is an alcaholic. I constantly deal with abuse. I was so used to it i turned down the person who truly loved me. I hope they find someone who loves them as much as they loved me.

“PLEASE COME BACK TO ENHYPEN!!!

“If you're reading this I'm dead but you encouraged me to stay a bit longer and I'm really grateful I wish I could pay you back for all your kind unselfish deeds but I killed myself instead tell your mum I'm grateful for everything she's done for me and just know I love you.

“im afraid. I hate life. I wanna end it and be free, but if i do ppl i know will be sad, Anna i hate ppl being sad or angry. Ig i die, then i wont be happy. I wanna tell my mom that i go by thy/ them pronouns, but i cant. Cuz if i do. She would say its just a phase and i would be sad and feel insecure and broken in side and feel upset. I wanna lik my self in my room. I hate certain ppl, and teaches. I wanna be able to love, but i cant. And wont be able to for the rest if my life.

“I love you all more every day, idk what I'd do without you, which is why it hurts to say this but, I am going on a rlly long break which I will most likely never return from, My mental health has been really bad recently so I think its for the better, I love you all so much, and try not to miss me so much, okay? But if you do, look for me in the Stars, Sunsets, Hyunjin and Iroha, I will never forget you guys, and it's okay if you forget me. Stay strong. Love you forever and always From - A stranger now