Things Left
Unsent

“I began the semester with goals, strategies, determination. But within the first two months the energy died slowly, I yielded to distractions, spread my focus, and lost encouragement. This was a battle because I was conscious of this and kept trying, keeping schedules, training to be consistent, I did my best but fast forward to exam period, my eyes opened to how much I've not accomplished as I planned 😭 My target remains A's, but everything around me fights that. Just like many excellent students would, my academic goal is to graduate gloriously with a First class (>4.6). One painful

“My sis likes to spy on you🙂

“I hate you

“I would like to tell you I think about you so much

“Serenity what should I bring for the end of the school year for you ,Samara and Mae Mae ???

“I don’t know what i am anymore. I think i’m still missing you. Not in a romantic way but just in a way where i miss having someone to confide in and talk to. I wish i could have someone that cares for me and is thoughtful and genuinely there for me. My life is a mess but i don’t understand why. I can’t even talk about my feelings to anyone. I just hope that you’re okay and i didn’t want to break your heart. I’m sorry.

“My dad and my mom separated, and i was left in the chaos. my mom took me since i was 6, and we rarely started seeing him. at 7 years old, he did not pay child support and was cut off. he was so mentally out of it he would claim he´s ¨Just sick¨ so we didn't find out. This year i found out i have 3 sisters. Christina, whom has kids. Nadara and Nadezha, whom were adopted and names were changed. He has brain tumors and is already fighting death in its wake. How do i cope?

“I love u alot but sometimes ur annoying I don't like helping u but I have to I hate life and sometimes want to die but I know I won't I think I'm happy but I'm never I might need help u make me think I'm smart but I fail alot I can't with school that's the end of my letter

“i really dont know what to write tho...but yeupp ill try my best- right now im just sitting at my desk trying to read silently but this brain of mine cant just stop having these weird thoughts.i really dont know how to feel or like what to feel i just wirte what my brain says,im kind of weird to be honest hehheheh and uh yeeup maybe thats all i can say?because there's no way somebody out there reading weird context of mine hehe right???yeee i think im NOT right

“Everyone have a different life. A way they've been raised. Everyone has a story. Sad, joyful, You could never know, And yet, There's people in this world who like to hurt others. They dont know what people have been trough. And we dont know what theyve been through either. But to stop them from hurting us, we sometime have to hurt them and we keep hurting each other. We dont even try to understand. We dont try to learn about each other and even when we try one of us was too hurt and dont want to listen. Unless theyre just a b*tch.

“WHY DOES EVERYONE HATE ME

“I'm so sorry, I didn't ever mean to hurt you, I didn't think you would be hurt or mad at me, please dont hate me. I know youre mad or sad at me but I love you as a brother so please forgive me