Things Left
Unsent

“I hope you are doing well... can we meet once again may be in dream? I miss you so much... please come back.. Tell me one thing, are you really happy in the heaven? Don't worry I will fulfill your every dream and keep your legacy alive.. love you vaia..

“I love you, I wish you never died. I miss you and I know your looking down on me. I think about you always. Thank you for the years you could give me. <3

“Dear mom,how are you I know you are doing great but not me you left when I was a kid you left when I haven’t started to say mama or dada I didn’t breastfeed all my ages growing up I lived like I didn’t have another calling my grandma “mom” I thought that she was my mom because she’s the one who cared for me her and my sister and my dad where were all this time when I learned the truth I’m not the same again I’m not me I’m broken I wish someone could feel how I am feeling now but after all that may Gld be with you all of your whole life

“Mom. I know I'm not good enough, I try even if it's not enough. I try to be a good daughter, even if I'm not what you want me to be. I'm trying my best. You don't know what I'm going through, because I'm not telling you. Because you don't listen to me, because I know what you're going to say to me. I'm not enough. But I will always love you, even if you may not love me. And it hurt me because I lost everyone, my father who I don't even know where he is, a good friend who is already in heaven and you don't even know it, my dog who is in heaven too. So I'm sorry if I'm not a good e

“You are the one that noticed my scars but never noticed the fact that I wanted to kill my elf for over a year now, you maybe think that im just a teen that doesn’t have any problems because “my life is not that hard im only a teen” but it’s okay right? Bcs you get to slap me everyday and scream at me for nothing I hope your life will be better without me.

“Why am I never enough for you? I try and try and try but it's never enough. You always just keeping up with all the bad things, but you never notice the good. I just want you to know that I love you guys like the sun. Even though you keep on taking and taking.

“I’m sorry I can’t do anything to help you. I love you dad I want you to be happy and healthy. I don’t want to lose my dad. I want to do so many things with you. I want to hike the Camino, go skydiving, go snowboarding again, anything. I love you dad. I’m sorry there isn’t anything we can do. I love you I love you I love you.

“Mom ,dad I love you SO much but I'm non-binary and aroace. I know you'll hate me but I love you like the sun. And I hope that someday you'll understand. Welly you won't but a person can dream.

“I'm aroace and non-binary. I know you won't accept me but please I'm still your child. And I'll always love you mom. I knnow you won't do the same

“Dear mama, I really wish you could see that I’m trying my best. I’m not the smartest but I’m really trying. Every time I get bad marks the first thing I think about is the disappointment in your eyes. I hate to disappoint you and Mae you sad, I really am trying my best

“Growing up, I never felt at home A stranger in my own skin, alone The walls were cold, the love was rare I searched for comfort, but it wasn't there Family's supposed to be the ones who care But yours was toxic, and mine was bare We were lost and broken, left to decay Trying to find our way, through the darkest day The words they spoke, they cut like a knife Left me questioning, my worth in life The silence was loud, the pain was real I felt like a burden, a weight to conceal

“i wish you loved me and cared for me