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“Hi, I know you love and care for me, but sometimes, words you say really makes me tear up so much. I'm not allowed to be angry or sad or anything except for happy around you guys, and I'm not allowed to even express my opinion. To you, everything I do is wrong doesn't it? Is that why you keep yelling at me? Or is 78% in science not enough for you? They're MY test scores. NOT YOURS. by the way, mum, your best friend hates you

“I.. don't like you, I'm tired of you scolding everyone. On the surface, it may seem like I like you, but I'm just doing it because I have to respond somehow, and if I reply with disrespect, then you'll blame mom.. And we don't need that to happen, it's been happening for years. I'm uncomfortable when I'm around you. And now, you don't even know me that much, because I'm only telling my mother and my sister. If I tell you what I'm going through, you'll just overreact. That's why I'm not around you that much anymore, even though you don't abuse me as much as you do with others, I

“You tire me so much I now actually do hate you from the very bottom of my heart. Once I get the chance to leave, I won't look back at you, not even for once not even for one second, not even if you die. I don't like you anymore, not even a bit now. And you did this to me. You made me turn out this way. This is all on you and your fuckin precious son. 🙏🙏

“I WISH I COULD TELL YOU THE ANXIETY I HAVE!!!!!!!

“I hope you are doing well... can we meet once again may be in dream? I miss you so much... please come back.. Tell me one thing, are you really happy in the heaven? Don't worry I will fulfill your every dream and keep your legacy alive.. love you vaia..

“I love you, I wish you never died. I miss you and I know your looking down on me. I think about you always. Thank you for the years you could give me. <3

“Dear mom,how are you I know you are doing great but not me you left when I was a kid you left when I haven’t started to say mama or dada I didn’t breastfeed all my ages growing up I lived like I didn’t have another calling my grandma “mom” I thought that she was my mom because she’s the one who cared for me her and my sister and my dad where were all this time when I learned the truth I’m not the same again I’m not me I’m broken I wish someone could feel how I am feeling now but after all that may Gld be with you all of your whole life

“Mom. I know I'm not good enough, I try even if it's not enough. I try to be a good daughter, even if I'm not what you want me to be. I'm trying my best. You don't know what I'm going through, because I'm not telling you. Because you don't listen to me, because I know what you're going to say to me. I'm not enough. But I will always love you, even if you may not love me. And it hurt me because I lost everyone, my father who I don't even know where he is, a good friend who is already in heaven and you don't even know it, my dog who is in heaven too. So I'm sorry if I'm not a good e

“You are the one that noticed my scars but never noticed the fact that I wanted to kill my elf for over a year now, you maybe think that im just a teen that doesn’t have any problems because “my life is not that hard im only a teen” but it’s okay right? Bcs you get to slap me everyday and scream at me for nothing I hope your life will be better without me.

“Why am I never enough for you? I try and try and try but it's never enough. You always just keeping up with all the bad things, but you never notice the good. I just want you to know that I love you guys like the sun. Even though you keep on taking and taking.

“I’m sorry I can’t do anything to help you. I love you dad I want you to be happy and healthy. I don’t want to lose my dad. I want to do so many things with you. I want to hike the Camino, go skydiving, go snowboarding again, anything. I love you dad. I’m sorry there isn’t anything we can do. I love you I love you I love you.

“Mom ,dad I love you SO much but I'm non-binary and aroace. I know you'll hate me but I love you like the sun. And I hope that someday you'll understand. Welly you won't but a person can dream.